ah, kacau.

meracap kata yang tak jelas artinya
mengapa harus mencungkil suatu masa?
tak hanya sakit yang kau dapat,
bisa jadi kebinasaan suatu hubungan.
bisa jadi kehilangan.


lalu apa sekarang?
harapan yang patah arang,
dibakar oleh apa?
perasaan yang sementara.
dan api yang pula tak lama.


tak seorangpun tinggal.
tapi sungguhkah semuanya telah tanggal?

Time Lapse

*gasp in awe*

6 sks terakhir

terimakasih banyak, Tuhan
entah bagaimana lagi harus menuliskannya.
mengukirkannya dengan font apa?
vivaldi dan monotype corsiva
tak cukup indah mendefinisikannya.


hanya ini, Tuhan.
arial 12 diatas A4 80 gram.
sungguh, 84 lembar ini bukan kuatku.
seluruhnya anugerah-Mu

word play

too bad that we can't take this pain away
least we can do is separate.
so what more can i say?

so maybe someday
i can make you stay
or...
maybe we're meant to walk the different way

sempurnalah kehidupanku

SE, you're mine soon!

a December i won't forget

rest in peace, our dearest grandpa Kandou, grandma Pantow.

have a great celebration of Christmas up there in heaven :')


be strong, to those who are tied up with a case.
what's done can't be undone,
but you guys can do your best to make up a better future.
my prayers are with you.


goodluck on our test to the future, fellows 2008!


and, though you're not all i want for Christmas,
i sure wish you'll be home for Christmas.


and, last but not least,
this may be the last post of the year.
i'm not in current mood of writing resolutions.
so i'm hoping this would do.


Merry Christmas & Happy New Year 2012, fellas!

:):

here's how to say it properly:
i can think of myself having your last name behind my Mrs.
but will your ancestors care to share theirs?

here's how to put it bluntly:
i don't think your father approves me.

here's how i send it to you:
nah, i'm fine. how's your day, dear?